I'm feeling fat. So very fat. I just ate some coffee cake and I want to die.
I hate the feeling of a full stomach. I am going to put an end to this.
Just calculated my BMI and it says: Normal
Eww eww eww. No wonder I'm feeling fat. Normal is such a horrible word to me.
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Well, I just want to give you one BIG hug, and tell you everything's going to be all right, even if it's not. I found your blog posted on Teen Vogue, a website I visited often. I used to be anorexic, and in a way I still act like it, even though I'm no longer scary-thin. I myself was never bulimic though, but, oh how I WANTED to just get rid of everything I ever ate, or to kill myself for doing it, and beat myself up mentally anytime I ate more than I had planned!! Please, if you need someone to talk to, PLEASE talk to me. I can't say i know everything you're going through, but I can relate. This is something we need to try and overcome. I just wanted to let you know that people do care, even when we don't always show it.
ReplyDeleteMy heart goes out to you! DOn't feel fat, tomorrow is a new day. We can always start new.
With love from a complete stranger,
Raphaella
I deathly afraid of normal as well.
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